I let it all out here and idgaf..
How does someone’s feelings about you switch up so fast? How your “in Love” one day everythings so real. You feel this feeling you never felt before. You bother look so happy, and then, suddenly the next day you choose to just not talk to them. For three more days, no words exchanged. They feel like shit. Their Love wont even look at them. No reason, no explanation, NO WORDS EXCHANGED. Then it just ends, out of no where. & they mean everything to you.. Even though you mean nothing to them. Then you just have to watch them leave your life, be happy.. With other girls that arent you. While your miserable, but try your best to look ok. & no one will ever fully understand, why, or how they mean it all to you. I dont understand how love ends in two days? How that day you had all you ever thought you would need in the world right there in that bed, suddenly its gone. Ill never understand why i always get hurt, played with, mind fucked. Why i believe peoples “feelings” towards me. Ill NEVER understand why its me against the world.
The worst feelin in the world is loosing the person you ever loved the most. Then crying yourself to sleep.
My friend told me she wanted a Boyfriend.. I bragged about how perfect mine was.. Then he Left Me….
Depression..
